Title: Bittersweet Author: Sarah Ockler
Published: January 3, 2012
Genre(s): Realistic/Contemporary
Page Count: 378
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Summary from Goodreads:Once upon a time, Hudson knew exactly what her future looked like. Then a betrayal changed her life, and knocked her dreams to the ground. Now she’s a girl who doesn’t believe in second chances... a girl who stays under the radar by baking cupcakes at her mom’s diner and obsessing over what might have been.
So when things start looking up and she has another shot at her dreams, Hudson is equal parts hopeful and terrified. Of course, this is also the moment a cute, sweet guy walks into her life... and starts serving up some seriously mixed signals. She’s got a lot on her plate, and for a girl who’s been burned before, risking it all is easier said than done.
It’s time for Hudson to ask herself what she really wants, and how much she’s willing to sacrifice to get it. Because in a place where opportunities are fleeting, she knows this chance may very well be her last...
Hudson Avery is dealing with…things. Things like her parents’ divorce, the collapse of her skating career, the loss of her former best friend, and her now-single mother’s struggle to keep the power on at home. Things like wanting to stay loyal to her family and friends while at the same time being her own person. She’s known as the “Cupcake Queen”, the quiet girl who hides in the kitchen of her mom’s diner and makes out-of-this-world amazing cupcakes. But while baking and waitressing are fun, Hudson wants more out of life. She wants out of her small town and away from everything.
Enter the hockey team and co-captains Will and Josh, AKA one of the very few love triangles I will actually spring for. I seriously don’t like love triangles, but the one portrayed in Bittersweet was realistic and genuine as opposed to fake and gimmicky. As captains of the hockey team (which is on a ten-year losing streak), Will and Josh recruit Hudson to help train their players, using techniques she learned as a figure skater. In exchange, Hudson scores free ice time so she can get back in shape and compete for a scholarship.
Hudson is a confused, flawed, but likeable person. She’s internalized a lot of bad things and she blames herself for things she shouldn’t. She chases after Will even when her ex-best friend (also Will’s ex-girlfriend) warns her off. She gives Josh mixed signals because she can’t speak openly with him. She alienates her new best friend, Dani, because she’s self-centered and imagining herself anywhere but home. By the middle of the book, Hudson’s entire life is in pieces, and that’s where the perfection of Sarah Ockler’s storytelling comes into play.
More than anything else, Bittersweet is about how Hudson figures herself out and starts heading down a path that she wants to be on. It’s a book about self-discovery and acceptance, of letting the past go and looking toward the future. And don’t we all need books like that in our life?
Relationships play a huge role in this book. Hudson’s relationships with her mother and little brother. Her relationships with her former best friend and current best friend. Her relationships with the two hockey captains, Will and Josh. Watching the dynamics between Hudson the various people in her life, how they stick together or fall apart, was unbelievably realistic and touching. I fully applaud Ockler for that.
On a final note, I’d like to mention that the ending—the final three chapters—are spectacular. Ockler really found a way to give everyone involved a happily-ever-after that didn’t cloy or seem false. Hudson showed that she had truly grown as a person, and I was seriously impressed with the young woman she became over the course of the novel.
